Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Dropping out of College

Today I was contemplating dropping out of college. I just do not like doing a shitload of work and it sucks so much that I have to do work that I do not even like to do therefore, why not drop out. “Engineering is a horrible major” says my friend Missy Weise, and I totally agree. Even though now it is suppose to give me good money later if I go to college, it makes me sad, and people say freshman year is the easiest, I think it is hard as crap. College sucks. Why can I not just be at home think about dancing and then dance when I wanted to, I can barely dance in here. I do not feel comfortable with the dancers here and if I want to dance by myself, I do not have room in my dorm room. Why should I stay in college if I feel as though the teachers just want me to fail, like in engineering, the teachers try to make the tests as hard as possible to make the engineers scared about doing college causing them to drop out and find another major. Why should we be hazed, it is illegal and unfair for us and whoever is paying the extra tuition to change majors. It causes me to think that life is really just about paying the bills and not really doing what you love to do, life should be like the olden days, no one should care about money; however they should just care about their quality of life and try to be as happy as possible. For me, I would just sit on the computer, play Farmville, eat, and dance, for others they would maybe exercise and lick each other; I do not know just anything that would make people happy. To be honest, the only class that I actually like right now is English, which is totally ridiculous because I came to school to learn math and science, but English, a subject that I do not really like unless I am fooling around or making crazy stories. Maybe I just was not cut out for college yet, as the Master said, I am too immature to write whatever I want in the next paper. Stuff like that I think is dumb, I mean I guess I deserved it and I deserved being pointed out because I am an annoying kid, but still, it breaks my heart that you think that Master Julia. Although I come into class wearing a Barney backpack, it does not mean that I am a child. I may be a child at heart, but I have grown 18 years and I know what is going on in life. Also, sometimes people are just too judgmental. Like in college there are a poop load of different kinds of people, ones that do the corps, or ones that are addicted to World of Warcraft, and people just they are just like untouchable as in like it is scary to speak to them. I feel as though people should just talk to people, unless they have a real reason to be avoiding them like if you gave him/ her an apple and he/she threw it in your face, but even with that one should still try to talk and solve the problem. Today I failed a math quiz, college just makes me feel unbelievably dumb especially when I have learned the material before, I guess it is because I never really learned how to study which I need to learn how to do, but studying sucks and there should be a new way to do it like how people use Muzzy to learn languages because that would be awesome and life changing.

1 comment:

  1. I totally understand where you come from. I feel like everyone else can actually go out and do a lot of stuff, but I honestly sit in my room most of the time and do homework all the time. Don't drop out though because I think most people like your sense of humor more than they think you're annoying.

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